I am sending my prelims result to trinity college .
Hopefully they will accept me .
Then I will go Australia and study lo .
Although is expensive but is easy to get in but
money is an issue now ...
It cost around 32K to go there lah!
WHAT THE CRAP right ?
Haiyoh , Going with Ivy Lee Jia Xin! [:
Hopefully both of us can make it! [:
Farah , zhiwei and a few going too .
Yipee! [:
I'm tired
happy birthday jingwei!
serene is coming back .
O level is coming .
papers coming in stack by stack .
dark rings surfaces on the eye bag darker and darker each day .
when can i stop studying ?
I just enjoy it now .
Every single day, is about counting down to o levels .
Every single day, staying up til 1 or 2 just to finish my homework .
Every single day, all i want to do is study .
Every single day, I just wish for 48 hours!
Every lesson brings me more learning points ,
Every lesson makes my eye closes .
Every lesson makes me more motivated to study .
Because there is too many things I don't remember .
I could only remember it vividly .
Am I gonna face that in O level ?
No! the burden , I gotta lay it down!
Everyday I should look optimistic .
I should just go on with what I already have .
I shouldn't think about it too much!
LETS STUDY!! [:
Hope that the two strands of white hair would drop! [:
I could only say one thing about my appearance right now .
Lethargic . I am feeling so tired everyday .
But I tell myself , is the last lap already . 19 more days to go .
Perhaps I am worried , I feel I didn't work hard enough .
I feel like crying sometimes , I just study everyday .
Ever since last thursday which was children's day,
the timetable changed .
My lesson now end at 3.45 . And for those retaking chinese 5.45!
I am like ... After that got english night class then go library study .
Reach home , Study again!
YES! that's life , a secondary 4 life without anyone supporting .
NO GOD , NO NOTHING , there is only one which is ME!!! [:
Dark rings are surfacing on the rim of my eyes and white strands of hair are growing .
How is it possible ? WHITE HAIR ]:
Not only that , somethings are unusual ler!
My sleeping patern even worse , 3-5 hours a day only . I am tired .
But is the last lap , what's more I can do !
Indeed I have change , like someone told me : come over to the dark side.
That's right !
I hate to go somewhere from now on .
I am feeling like a hypocrite .
Why am I feeling like this ?
Firstly , some of the people there are hypocrites .
They can say one thing at one time and another thing at another time.
And they don't do what we suppose to do , they are doing against it.
Take for example : not to hate ?
YEAH! she made me hate her , making me feeling like a hypocrite.
Secondly , I just hate people restricting what I do .
I am feeling so obliged to do somethings!
Why do I have to be question-ed every week about what I do ?
Why do I have to be asked by my 'sisters' and I just don't like telling.
In my heart , I will feel like a hypocrite.
Thirdly , words of edifying .
You all always said sarcastic remarks which I just don't like it !
And what , you always think I like it!
Fourthly , because there are people which I don't want to be with.
THE PLACE IS . . . CHURCH
Phew , I made a improvement in my results . And I am happy with it .
All got pass except for dnt, which no one pass!
Maths , One word to describe : disappointed.
Both my maths brought great disappointment to me.
Overall still okay .
Wednesday was marking day , I went to YUANXIN's HOUSE! [:
Watch show and then play all that .
after that follow her to her school as her cousin! [:
because the mother not in singapore , then go and listen her subject combination.
Today after school went her house again!
PLAYED!
no time for blogging now .
I remember that every marking day , I will go to serene's school..
But now she's not here , I would usualy barge into the lecture hall..
Someone even thought I am from their school because I do blended in!
In terms of clothes and you know everything .
Not trying to say I am old ! [:
But anyway , Prelims are over!
30 days more to O level . I am so ...
Papers had been okay for me .
I am more or less confident on passing maths , amaths , chemistry .
HAHA!
Because I crapped everything for social study!
But is logical crap i guess so! [:
okay , I shall go and look for someone to accompany me.
Yesterday tried finding , but noone .
Shall try my luck now!
SERENE , I WANT YOU BACK!
OH man , I am really missing serene ..
is like , speechless .
Although I do skype with her but everytime will like be quiet .
Don't know what to say leh!
I think all this while I have been quiet .
I am too tired to even talk .
All I discuss with my friends is subjects ...
Today I went to Japanese High School early in the morning!
Okay lah , quite nice ;P
after that mother went back . i followed brother .
He bought a new Camera , Nikon D40 , which like ..
He had a name for his wife : NICKIE ? Whatever it spells .
But anyway , after that mrt-ed back with his secondary school friend .
was kind of cool . They all just take pictures of everything .
Is nice [:
After that treat my brother bubble tea and went to RP to find Pig and En! [:
followed by junhong and douscar come and study but went off after a while .
Around 7.15 headed to causeway buy dinner and went to En HOUSE!
Quite cool to stay at the 21 floor! [:
WOOHOO!
Serene is reading my page today! [:
I MEAN SUNDAY! 20th SEPTEMBER! [:
Today i did went church .
I am tired . BYE!
woohoo!
I am very happy today!
There are several reasons :
1. Serene skype with me leh!
2. Tomorrow I should be going to church after study my 3 chapters of physics!
3. Monday is HOLIDAY!
4. IS THE WEEKENDS AGAIN! [:
5. Finally I can sleep more [:
6. Last paper of PRELIM!
I miss serene alot .. LOL . Random .
My papers are all okay . I don't like being asked about it after exams .
So don't ask me [:
Republic poly has become my second home .
I go there EVERY single day .
Is either , LIBRARY , Agora hall or heaven .
Anyway here to wish this people a happy birthday :
JASMINE SOO SHIN YING! 15th September
MARISSA GOH! 16th September
SIAW JIEYING! 16th September
DADDY! 16th September
KEN YIP JIN KANG! 17th September
KENNI HONG AN LIANG! 18th September
STANLEY! 18th September
HAHA! that's all .
MORNING! :P
CINNY , XINYI , SHEN YU , XINEN and XIAOBIN .
Yesterday went to republic poly to study again .
that is like becoming my second home .
I spent most of my time there I could say .
Xin En didn't go ]:
But have quite a great talk with xinyi and xiaobin after cinny and shen yu left.
Then we walk-ed home . HAHA . I say wrong things that I dropped my food ]:
So sad lah . Reach xinyi's house liao ..
Then xiaobin is a great friend , sent me home by bicycle.
I was abit scared because of my past .. I once fallen down from the bicycle .
And went to hospital for surgery .
But still thanks or else walk a bit scary , cos very dark liao!
Today went to republic without shenyu!
But was still enjoyable .
Bought sushi there to chew [:
YUMMY ! [:
Memorise and do alot of a maths!
GTG AND STUDY FOR PRELIM TOMORROW! [:
Why do you have to deceive everybody ?
I felt so disappointed because of the things you said ,
now I do not know which is true and which is false .
Yesterday , I saw you and him together waiting for bus .
Now I know that your world don't have us , but only the both of you .
I know I made it pretty obvious that I am talking about you .
Since you want to quarantine , then go ahead .
If you want to continue to lie to us , you would only let us stop believing in you .
Not only that , many people will take your words jokingly .
You want to continue deceiving us , then continue .
You told me about a thing : you would never give it away to anyone , yet you gave ,
You lied to us everything about you . We wondered what other things are you keeping from us .
In the past , I believed every word you said .
In the past , I let you bullied .
In the past , you can say anything and i will do accordingly to what you want .
In the past , what can I say ?
You can beat me , scold me and everything , but I never said anything back .
SILENCE .
Now , I don't know which word to believe and which to not .
Now , I don't whether should I listen to you .
Now , I could only say , goodbye to that used-to-be me .
Now , I do not want to be someone following you everyday .
Just be myself , choose what I want to do .
You can go to your ... .
Many things you said you won't but you still did it ,
How many of your friends had been sad , unhappy and disappointed because of you ?
You don't have to reply , you can think by yourselves .
Oh man , Serene went to china this morning at 10 .
I am pretty sad . I managed to wake up and I lied to her .
haha , I lied that I won't be sending her off because I woke up late .
And I went to take 858 with samuel wong and sheena .
Had a great talk [:
Then our plan was spoiled by nina , I think she didn't know that serene don't know yet.
LOL . But anyway , because nina and weiwei said she went in .
I was pretty sad on the inside , but I remain cheerful .
When I heard about it , I think they knew about it and lying to us!
We ran up to coffee bean and saw them trying to cover serene's and hweepeng's face with the blazer.
And I realised I dropped my Ez Link card halfway , lost it .]:
Samuel Wong accompanied me to find but still no signs of it .
Then serene need to go in le , so faster went back ..
I am really very sad , then I cried even before she take the 'ngee ann' photo .
LOL! All of the people there were comforting me ..
haha , then we did jump shots and when she went in , I CRIED AGAIN!
Wei Wei drove me to a place near school for me to take bus .
Really thank her for being so kind ! Or else I will reach school at 11! HAHA!
I passed by a shop just now , I saw an elephant wallet , I thought of serene AGAIN!!!
Eyes were wet ..
Her first day in china .. HAHA!
The title was my english paper 1 question.
But now , I want to talk about this girl .
She is just a hypocrite .
She do not want to pay for everything , but she wants to join in in everything .
We usually don't include her , but she will just try to squeeze in .
And end up , she have to pay, she will talk a lot , saying why so expensive!
what the hell , you don't join in lah .
Please lor , derek know you ? PUI ah!
woodgrove idol never win then don't want people keep saying right ?
Please lah , don't have to high expectation for yourselves!
I went to sentosa today .
first, we went for a swim [:
it was big , enormous! Like what my cousins say , as large as 4 elephants!
secondly , we went to eat western .
we decided to eat sushi earlier on , but the shop has no business .
so we decided to eat western cuisine [:
Yummy .
thirdly , went to songs of the seas [:
last of all , i went to LUGE .
it was damn fun but kinda scary , because is the first time for me ]:
And i am bringing a kid along with me .
P.S my cousins are so cute! [:
I am suppose to drive that kid -.=
Even birds can stop chirping, why can't you stop talking ?
”Mr Chang Meng PatI just chang-ed my blog from blogger to on sugar .
still have not figure out quite well how to do up this blog.
but i think is just for the time being [:
Just went to meet some people for lunch at beauty world [:
they are my lovable cell members!
they gave me a book call-ed : I kiss dating goodbye
for my birthday present , thanks lots!
went for service then quickly rush home .
lol!
watching we got married now [:
NICE NICE!
Firstly , thanks those that wish me a happy birthday! [:
1. KENYIP - He sent me even before my birthday because he was afraid he will forget
2. GERALDINE
3. KEITH - My cell group member , he say he never forgets mine , Wasn't expecting it!
4. JORIN - I also didn't expect it!
5. MICHELLE - My sweethearts , she countdown for me ever since saturday i guess ?
6. IVY ENG - MY REAL BUDDY! [:
7. TRICIA YAU - Her turn to stay up late for me , 17th was her birthday
8. YUXUAN DAJIE - kinda expected [:
9. WAN LIN - I didnt know she remember. THANKS FOR WISHING on YOUR BLOG TOO! [:
10. SERENE - Was waiting for her sms too , this year she wasn't as late as last year [:
11. HUIXIAN - MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND!
12. YUANXIN - MY WIFEY! [: Thanks for your card too [:
13. JIEYING - MY TAN KUKU! [: you touched me on saturday!
14. CINNY - MY PIG and STUDY MATE! [: I never late le leh! [:
15. JORIN touched me with another message :
If u r unhappy, bored or whatever, can always give me a call okay ?
Im always here (: Hope all your dreams may come true! Must stay happy every single day okay (:
16. RONNIE - Kinda shock , we never see each other for 4 years liao . He always MIA! i forgot to wish him happy birthday this year ]:
17. YANHONG - Another primary school friends! THANKS for your PREZZIE too! [:
18. KAIFENG - THANKS [:
19. WEILONG - Was quite surprise , cos he say it to my face before he sent me . so didn't expect!
20. HUIMEI - MY CELL GROUP MEMBER!
21. DEREK - HE forgets , but DAJIE reminded him ! THANKS! [:
22. STANLEY - MY CELL GROUP MEMBER!
23. ZHIAN - THANKS for calling me bee hoon uh ! [:
24. ANGELINA - WAKAKA . THANKS! [:
25. JIAYI - Very long never talk to her liao , but pass by her then tell her ,she sent me a message immediately!
THANKS! [:
26. DAVID - MY CELL GROUP MEMBER!
27. WINNIE - MY CELL GROUP MEMBER!
28. WANZI - I FORGOTTEN TO WISH HER on the 16th! BUT THANKS! [:
29. JIAYI - MY DISCIPLE ! [: she still remembers! [:
30. XIN QUAN - THANKS UH! we are just beside!
31. BRENDA NG - THANKS! uu still remember!
32. SINZIXIN - THANKS!
33. MARISSA - THANKS for wanting to pray for me [: but atmosphere was kinda weird!
34. SHIMING - THANKS for wanting to pray for me too ! wakakaka!
35. DANIEL JUNIOR - THANKS AGAIN! [:
36. SAMUEL WONG - MY CELL GROUP MEMBER!
SECONDLY , THANKS FOR THE PRESENT!
1. SERENE - BAG [:
2. YAN HONG,BRIANA,ANNA - MONKEY WALLET AND MONKEY Handphone strap!
3. GERALDINE , WEEKEE - MONKEY screen wiper and MONKEY handphone strap!
4. YUXUAN - MONKEY wrist support! * wearing bikini *
5. IVY LEE - I am touched . SHE gave me a monkey plush! Although we quarrel yesterday but thanks for giving me the present . Love you okay ?
6. SAMUEL WONG - the MONKEY handphone strap.
7. WINNIE - ICECREAM mirror and comb!
8. MUMMY - 5 stalk of roses ! COLOURFUL ONE! [:
LAST, THANKS FOR THE CELEBRATION!
1. IN the morning , during recess. YUXUAN, WEEKEE, JASMINE, CINNY, DARYL, IVY ENG, IVY LEE, GERALDINE, JADE .
THANKS FOR BUYING THE CAKE [: It's real nice [: I was suppose to be surprise , but yea , still kinda surprise!
AND ANOTHER THING IS I LOVE IT!
2. MEET serene at 6pm . went to ichiban myself cos I was late . SHE called mysterious people! LOL!
WINNIE , DANIEL JUNIOR and SAMUEL WONG! THANKS FOR COMING! [:
It was a nice and SHOCKING EXPERIENCE!
Why a shocking one ? We went to action city , they force me to get a electric shock from the candy box!
IS SO ~~~~! ]:
3. AT HOME ! CAKE ! [: LOVE MY FAMILY!
Thirdly those who wished me on facebook [:
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